Alysse Aallyn

Category: Dance

  • Inspired Pleasure

    Diary of a Dancer Kerry’s asked to meet me. (He told Kerry he doesn’t deserveme. It’s the truth!) I said he can’t come to our party atThe Plum – we have no room.Sex too rough. Experimenting or letting his angerout? Maybe I’ve stopped lubricating – my body’s readyto quit even if I’m not. Wants me…

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    Diary of a Dancer Reminiscent of ex-husband. Some version of gaslighting? It’s a definitepower grab. He said he was “embarrassed” by my emotional intensity!I have a feeling he’s trying to cobble together a story he can tell otherpeople. As for me, I’m trying to figure out what really happened. Usedto think R’s lack of experience…

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    Diary of a Dancer 20 Aug 76 – 11 AM –Inside I start my psycho-thrillerThe Mass at St Secaire for the thousandth time with one good idea: Manage transitions by IGNORING them. Just start abruptly somewhere else and worry about it later! Outside R sits in a lawn chair playing the guitar. When he falls…

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    Diary of a Dancer Shalimar – 3:30 PM –13 Aug 76Was sitting on a box of Lite Beer sipping coffee reading Miss Read when Carmen warned me that the boss might  fire me for reading. Apparently writing he doesn’t mind so much, probably because he can’t imagine anyone keeping it up longer than 10 mins…

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    Diary of a Dancer 31 July 76 Shalimar R came in but I managed to get rid of him. Sandy brought in a huge bag of string beans, squash and tomatoes from her garden – I told Ryder to take them home and cook them. My job is turning into a source of tremendous conflict…

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    Diary of a Dancer I think he’s in love. I could fall if I let myself but something holds me back.I like our relationship now – he drops by the house after workand we’re both in jeans. I think tonight’s the night for sex –first time – I’m nervous but since I love his body…

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    Diary of a Dancer but they don’t seem to care if you don’t so I spend all mytime talking to Ryder. He says he’s just separating fromhis wife and it’s extremely traumatic. They have beentogether since high school. He’s a tad hyper – always onthe go, but very entertaining He usually brings me gifts –flowers,…

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  • Correction!

    Diary of a Dancer our way thru Mom & Dad’s supplies. The grapenuts went firstthen the soup. Now we are on sauerkraut and spinach.Playing Fleetwood Mac & Jimmy Spheeris while sitting onthe balcony looking over Rock Creek Park. You don’t see onebuilding; Washington DC masquerades as a virgin world. Ineed a job by next Mon.…

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  • Inspired Pleasure

    Diary of a Dancer Fri. 16 April 1976 – 2 PM – Train to Philly – a zombified redhead in suede coat, oversized purse & glasses. Lacking mirrors, we lose our faces. Got to get my emotional house in order but I can’t think how. I used to have a roadmap and none of this…

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