Category: #EmilyDickinson

  • Haunted by Emily…a play

    Scene 5

    A few years later…


    (A brilliantly sunny day a few years later. A new house has been added between the two previous houses – back of the stage. We see only its porch where MABEL sits at an old-fashioned typewriter, wearing a green eyeshade, attended by DAVID. A couple sits in each of the houses – VINNIE and MAGGIE at the Homestead, AUSTIN and SUE at the Evergreens. MABEL and DAVID are reading letters. EMILY dances down the meadow)


    DAVID


    Here’s a letter from Emily to appeal to you, May-bill. “Dearest of all Uncles – would you like to try a duel? Or is that too quiet to suit you? At any rate I shall kill you – you can take chloroform if you like and I will put you beyond the reach of pain in a twinkling.”


    MABEL


    She was just nineteen when she wrote that!


    DAVID


    It’s as funny as Twain, so it is.


    EMILY


    Fame is a bee – it has a song – it has a sting – it has a wing!


    (Pretends to fly away)


    Butterflies’ aesthetics are far superior to mine.


    MABEL


    Emily had a seeker’s heart. She sees the other world somehow. Listen to this one – “Won’t you please state the name of the boy that turned the faintest – I’d like to get such facts to set down in my journal. I don’t think deaths or murders can ever come amiss in a young woman’s journal.”


    (Peals of laughter)


    DAVID


    It is an extraordinary thing you have done to share this rare genius with the world, my sweet.

    MABEL


    I feel we have climbed to a cloud, pulled it away and revealed a new star!


    (They clasp hands)


    EMILY


    Blame is just as dear as praise, and praise as mere as blame – as foreign from my thought as firmament from fin. Renown perceives itself and thus degrades the flower.


    VINNIE


    (reading the newspaper to MAGGIE)


    Listen to this! It says Emily is at the forefront of American singers! It says – Can’t you stop cleaning for a moment?


    MAGGIE


    (Scrubbing the grate)


    Miss Emily used to say she preferred a house of pestilence to a house of cleaning.


    (They both laugh uproariously)


    MAGGIE


    (Wiping her eyes)


    Oh, I miss her! So I do! I’d rather have her than a pile of books! But spring cleaning waits for none but Death.


    (EMILY pats her head)


    EMILY


    Housekeeping is a prickly art when winter becomes an infinite “alas.” The moderate drinker of delight does not deserve the spring.


    VINNIE


    “The work of Emily Dickinson make a distinctive addition to the literature of the world.”


    (MAGGIE leans back on her heels and sighs approvingly. Meanwhile, back at the Evergreens – )

    AUSTIN


    (Accepting a teacup)


    I’d no idea she had so many poems in passably conventional form. “Poetry torn up by the roots,” said Mr. Higginson and Mr. Niles told us her defects “outshone” her abilities. He called her lacking in “poetical qualities”.


    EMILY


    Poets’ thought undressed needs no umbrella. If the top of my head is taken off, then I know it’s poetry.


    SUE


    (Swishing around the room in anger)


    I should have been told! It’s so humiliating to be kept in the dark! Two volumes of poetry and a book of letters! Vinnie says I refused to arrange the poems! Emily knows it isn’t true!


    AUSTIN


    Vinnie did ask you first.


    SUE


    I thought I had more time! Everyone’s in such a rush!


    (Sighs)


    And I have so many obligations.


    EMILY


    (Ornamenting SUE with an invisible jewel)


    I chose this star from out the night’s wide number, Sue! It’s all I have to bring today – this and my heart beside- and all the bees and all the fields and all the meadows wide! Be what you have ever been – infinity.


    (Tries to grab her as she flashes past)


    Oh, Sue, Sue, the realm of You!


    (Her hands are empty)


    Absence is condensed presence.

    AUSTIN


    If only Vinnie had taste! She paid for the publication. She rushes into print even items of small consequence with crudities of workmanship.


    EMILY


    (Tartly)


    Publication is the auction of the mind of man! We do not call the surgeon to commend the bone, but to set it!


    SUE


    I always said Emily had a crystal soul. It’s just that I’ve been ill so much latterly. There has been sorrow and


    (Meaningfully)


    – our disgrace.


    (AUSTIN shields himself with his newspaper)


    EMILY


    Dreams a subtle dower, make us rich an hour! Opinion is a flitting thing but Truth outlasts the sun. If we cannot own them both then possess the oldest one. Oh, Sue, I had rather be loved than be a king on earth or a lord in heaven!


    SUE


    When I sent one of Emily’s poems to the Springfield Republican, Lavinia told everyone I violated her copyright!


    VINNIE


    (Reading loudly)


    “They are barbed things, these poems; they strike and remain, unlike snowball poems that break and melt and are gone, leaving you cold.”

    EMILY


    The incredible never surprises because it is the incredible.

    VINNIE


    (Reads)


    “Illuminating Inner Life of a Recluse”


    EMILY


    No prison be when liberty’s locked in. The police cannot suppress the mob within the heart.


    SUE


    I have a chest of poems and letters that she gave me! I will publish my own reminiscences when I choose and in my time!


    AUSTIN


    (lowering his paper exasperatedly)


    Dear, Emily sent you letters but that does not convey copyright, which belongs, by will, to her legal heir.


    SUE


    But an heir so foolish with her tempers and her vagaries! Vinnie isn’t sensible enough to “inherit” anything. She has as much knowledge of business as a Maltese pussycat.


    EMILY


    Constancy with proviso, constancy abhors!


    AUSTIN


    (He coughs)


    Vinnie is whimsical, wayward and exasperating. Do write your memories, Susan, or what have we left? Those belong to you of course. Please do not mention –


    Emily’s sickness.


    (Increased coughing, grabbing at SUE’s sleeve)


    People say Emily kept to her home because she was ill.


    (He falls into a coughing fit. SUE turns away her head but EMILY is alarmed.)


    EMILY
    Sue, Sue! Ward death away with your homeopathic glances!


    SUE


    Of course I shall! I shall write. I shall at least do that!


    EMILY


    Ah, well. Life’s the hinge of death. Fame is the one that does not stay. Its occupant must die – insolvent thing – a “lightning in the germ”. Electrical the embryo but we demand the flame.


    (Clomps away, chanting)


    Could live – did live
    Could die – did die.


    (As she leaves, light follows her and darkens the Evergreens. EMILY wanders to the Homestead and peers in through the window.)


    VINNIE


    Mrs. Todd wants half my copyright but she shan’t have it.


    MAGGIE


    (Shaking a collection of papers)


    She keeps sending contracts over here. All of them she writes herself.


    VINNIE


    And I keep burning them! Throw them on the fire, Maggie! Just because she straightened out the poems! Why, any clark could have done it! I’d have done it if I could have stayed in school!


    (Rustles her shawl angrily)


    But you knew Father. He couldn’t bear to have us gone.


    MAGGIE


    He would eat no bread but Emily’s.


    EMILY


    Father was quite a hand at giving medicine, especially if it was undesirable to the patient. He put the belt around my life – I heard the buckle snap.


    (Confiding)


    My parents addressed an Eclipse every morning and called it Father.


    VINNIE


    And then Mother – poor Mother –


    MAGGIE


    There, there, then, Miss Vinnie. Have yourself a nice cup of tea.


    VINNIE


    That hussy can’t take my property! Those poems and letters are mine! They don’t belong to Sue. They’re not Austin’s to give away – they’re not anybody’s but mine! Mr. Hills says every poem Emily sent belongs to me by law, even ones I’ve never seen. Mabel’s just making copies, anyone with an educated hand can do that!


    (Troubled because she’s basically unfamiliar with the magnitude of her sister’s work but feels a paranoid fear of theft)


    I don’t think she gives half of them back. Wanting money. Wanting everything not hers.


    EMILY


    My gifts were given me by the Gods when I was just a little girl. My difference made me bold.


    (Croons to the flowers)


    Only a bee will miss it, only a butterfly. Only a bird will wonder, only a breeze will sigh. Ah little rose how easy for such as thee to die!


    MAGGIE


    And hasn’t she all the glory now, Her Busyness?


    (Gestures to MABEL’s house)


    That fine house and two men dancing attendance? I’d say she’s had reward enough.


    VINNIE


    It’s more men than that! Some say every man in town buzzes round her hive!


    (They snigger. MABEL puts down her work, walks to the porch railing and starts to sing a florid version of, “Where the Bee Sucks, There Suck I”. DAVID listens reverentially. MAGGIE closes up the shutters)


    MAGGIE


    Miss Emily used to say if that woman didn’t stop singing, she’d start weeping!

    EMILY


    I said that about Vinnie!


    (Shakes her head)


    Hug her, Maggie! Hold her to your bosom!


    (But MAGGIE clatters the tea tray, whisking crumbs. VINNIE tears paper into strips, officiously making spills. EMILY begins to dance)


    EMILY


    God is indeed a jealous God if He cannot bear to see that we had rather not with him but with each other play!


    (Laughs.)


    I convinced Vinnie her dying cat was immortal and would find heaven. Did that assist you, Vinnie?


    (AUSTIN’s coughing heard, then SUE.)


    SUE
    Help! Maggie! Ned, Mattie! Someone come quick!


    (Excited, ineffective running about)


    EMILY
    (Rushes to the Evergreens to cradle AUSTIN in her arms)


    Death won’t hurt now Dollie’s here. A dimple in the tomb makes that ferocious room a home. My life closed twice before its close, but dying’s a wild night and a new road. Parting is all we know of heaven and all we need of hell.


    (She strokes his forehead)


    Heaven – how dim it sounds! Perhaps you’re going too – who knows? I’d harass God to let you in.


    (Whispers in AUSTIN’s ear)


    T’is life’s award to die. A deathblow’s a lifeblow to some.


    (Lights out.)

  • Haunted by Emily…

    A Play

    Scene 4 – a few weeks later


    (AUSTIN in the Homestead parlor, nervously pacing, fire poking, wearing a mourning band. MABEL hurries in, attired in spring-like colors. Neither pays attention to EMILY, seated atop the bookcase)


    AUSTIN
    You are a dazzling beacon of purity, my darling; so sick am I of mourning black!


    MABEL


    My King!


    (They embrace.)


    EMILY
    (pretends to pray)


    Of God we ask one favor
    That we may be forgiven
    For the crime from us is hidden
    Within a magic prison.
    Reprimand us for the happiness
    That competes with heaven.


    (AUSTIN attempts to undress MABEL but she pushes him back and slows him down by sitting on his lap.)


    MABEL


    Now that I have my little strip of land, my darling, I must have a house to hold up my head against your three evil wishers.


    (Pulling at his tie)


    I will need a bank loan, dearest.


    AUSTIN


    That can be arranged.


    (He is not to be deterred. She is soon unclothed and he kisses her all over.)


    MABEL


    And did you write that wee, wee note I asked you to put in my box?


    EMILY
    (Admiringly)


    Great hungers feed themselves, while little hungers ail in vain.


    AUSTIN
    (Exasperated)


    I know I promised you a written history of my marriage to be your shield, my darling, but surely things are better as they are? I do not wish to involve others unpleasantly or risk the slightest injustice. Believe me. Believe me.


    MABEL


    I dodge heart-breaking discourtesies to come to you, but what of that? And what about your will, my darling? How protect my strip of meadow I have already planted?

    EMILY
    (Mimes shooting MABEL)


    Aim once, shoot once, kill once.


    AUSTIN
    (MABEL has effectively shut him down)


    Sweetest, I have writ my desire to leave my patrimony to you and placed it in Vinnie’s hands. She is pledged to surrender it to you. She has told me she will promise to your face if that’s what you require. Trust me, it is better so. You are my wife before God, and so I swear.


    EMILY


    Tasting the honey and the sting should have ceased with Eden. Pang is the past of peace. It’s not dying hurts us so but living hurts us more.

    MABEL


    Does God hear prayers, I wonder? He allows my enemies to flourish and so do you. You met Susan’s train, or so I heard.


    EMILY
    (Puts up her dukes)


    Fisticuffs at home create a climate of escape. Do men gather grapes of thorns? Sue’s a dream, dear lady. Losing her is sweeter than all other hearts to gain. Sue is – imagination.


    (Her hands release an invisible dove)

    AUSTIN


    Darling, it couldn’t be avoided. I had the carriage.


    EMILY


    If one can’t have carriages, what’s patrimony for? This is a checkered life.


    (Jumps down from the bookcase, waves her hands in front of their unseeing eyes; gives up her attempts to contact them. Discouraged.)


    I didn’t bring my body so they don’t know that I’m here.


    MABEL
    Oh, the carriage! And you shower those absurdly graceless children with favors.


    AUSTIN
    (Rising angrily, dumps MABEL to the floor)


    You’ve made a mistake.


    It always seemed so strange to me that two such proud people, so stiff, so apt to be pert, could love so well.


    EMILY


    It seemed strange to everybody. Sweet the secret swamp – until we meet a snake.


    MABEL


    Could hate so well, you mean. She trapped you, don’t forget.


    (Paces)

    EMILY


    Ah, Susie! Sue! The wife cannot be forgotten! I suppose “Enough” is so vast a sweetness it never occurs.


    (She pulls on AUSTIN’s jacket – he ignores her.)


    Icebergs italicize the sea.


    MABEL
    (Embracing AUSTIN)


    I feel in myself divine possibilities that can only be realized through you. It is in the great foundation of things that we should be mated.


    AUSTIN


    (Resumes his lovemaking)


    We are mated!

    EMILY


    Oh, the Earth was made for lovers!
    The bride, the bridegroom, the two and then the one
    Adam and Eve, his consort, the moon and then the sun!


    (Confides)


    Each expiring secret leaves an heir.


    MABEL
    (Unplacatable till she says what’s on her mind)


    But still your Great Black Moghul parades her bigoted spite throughout the town! As if she owns the place! Much pain was unnecessarily given to me by your reluctance to step in and relieve it in the one place that caused it all! I have never admitted a thought that could be disloyal to my master, but oh, how gladly I will see you do what you can in this line!


    EMILY
    (To the audience)


    I had thought how dull my life must seem to the bride and the plighted maiden, whose days are fed with gold and who gather pearls each evening. But to the forgotten wife that life must seem dearer than all the others in the world. You rend me, Susie, even now, even now that I am yielded up.


    AUSTIN


    We have so much to be grateful for, my darling! With Susan gone to Boston we can meet without impediment.


    MABEL


    You rule and compel things, which I cannot. That makes your outward life so much more bearable than mine. You won’t feel it necessary to write to her, I hope?


    AUSTIN


    If there’s business to conduct. I don’t wish to offend or wound.

    MABEL
    (Standing up angrily)


    I am offended! I am wounded! I feel their hatred and persecution every moment, as well as the negative disgust. I feel it will ultimately be my death. Why doesn’t God punish her? I feel He has deserted me!


    (Poses in her underwear. She feels her own irresistibility)


    EMILY
    Gorgeous nothing! When I think of the hearts scuttled and sunk – is it safe to leave the Golden Rule out overnight? With burglary so frequent hereabouts?


    AUSTIN
    (Embracing MABEL)


    My angel wife! There’s nothing else. You transform, transmute, translate everything. You have made me yours. If you could only feel the overpowering, overmastering strength of my love.
    (He attempts a kiss)


    MABEL


    I feel her attacking me in Boston even now, right in the heart of the Ladies’ Clubs where I had hoped to speak.


    AUSTIN


    Why make yourself conspicuous? I thought you’d have plenty to occupy yourself with the new property.


    EMILY


    When a lover is an owner how different is he! Ah, the sweets of pillage! Love – thou art veiled – so few behold thee. Nicknamed by God; Eternity.


    MABEL


    I need a fortress, a stronghold against my hurts but I so loathe housekeeping! I have capabilities that can grow into accomplishment. I mean to do something worthwhile.


    EMILY
    (Extravagantly gesturing)


    Shame need not crouch in such an earth as ours. Shame, stand erect – the universe is yours.


    (Our eye is caught by a figure on the other side of the door who seems to be listening to the pair. It is DAVID TODD.)


    AUSTIN
    Vinnie requires assistance arranging Emily’s poems in a book, and Sue’s too busy. Her letters could elucidate as well. You’ve published things-


    MABEL
    (Modestly)


    I’ve been lucky.


    EMILY
    Luck’s not chance – it’s toil. Fortune has an expensive smile. Austin used to be a believer but he mistook venoms for balms. We have all the witchcraft we need around us every day.


    MABEL
    I should love to explicate Emily to others! Even though I saw your sister or the first time only in her casket I felt I understood her comets of thought.


    EMILY
    Had I known the first was last I would have kept it longer
    Had I known the last was first I would have drunk it stronger!


    AUSTIN
    That’s settled, then. Ask Maggie for the trunk of scribbled papers.


    (MABEL finally surrenders. They kiss with increasing intensity)


    MABEL
    (Breathily)


    Would you like a witness? Just this once?


    AUSTIN
    A witness?

    MABEL
    David.


    (He steps silently into the room and stands, arms behind him, observing.)


    You say that he’s your dearest friend.


    EMILY
    A committee? Lifetime is for two, never for committee.


    AUSTIN
    Of course I love David.


    (MABEL undresses AUSTIN. They fall together while DAVID watches aloofly.)


    EMILY
    (Nosing past the lovers, intrigued)


    How invaluable is ignorance! Such economical ecstasy! Ignorance our cuirass is. I declare it would have starved a gnat to live so small as I!


    (Addresses the audience as lights go down on parlor)


    I could suffice for him
    I knew
    He could suffice for me.
    We hesitating fractions
    Surveyed infinity.
    “Would I be whole” he sudden broached!
    Face to face with nature forced is
    Face to face with God.
    The moon herself adjusts her tides
    In answer to the sun.
    Could I do else with mine?


    (Directly accusing the audience)


    You left me boundaries of pain capacious as the sea!


    (Lights out.)