Alysse Aallyn

Category: Confessions

  • Inspired Pleasure

    Diary of a Dancer proud to take me home. We had our most passionate sex session yet– 5 hours! Of course he couldn’t come. We finally quit because I wasexhausted. He told me the sexiest thing I do is play with my breastswhen we make love! I only do it because he doesn’t!  The big…

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    Diary of a Dancer a glass of port, waiting for Jervaze to arrive. Anxiety level high.  Somewhere– I think from Mom – I got the impression that my needs are so automaticallyrepellent to any sane individual that they must be hidden. Therefore, I haveto carefully think my way through to any honest approach – and…

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    Diary of a Dancer honest scares. Frank Langella very sexy. At Italian dinner Mom andDad push island hard, but I know the old people would never leave mealone. They’d be worse than R. Still, there’s something magical aboutbeing protected from the real world by the ferry – places you can’t getto easily are wonderful just…

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    Diary of a Dancer making out of sheer boredom some kind of major financial mistake –like buying a house and filling it with furniture.  Now that Avril has beenaccepted as a “permanent student” at U of MD don’t see why we shouldn’tshare a berth somewhere. One of our dancers is a student there and shesays…

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    Diary of a Dancer days are bad when the weather’s good – no one comes in. I seem to havea lot of bills – just turned on the heat – but I’m meeting them. Making someinroads today on Thomson’s Life of Frost. Randy fired Robin – Yvonneneeds $300 immediately because she just bought a piano.…

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    Diary of a Dancer I think I can say that. Thurs night was a big success. Devon came in withan IMMENSE bottle of white wine – he either needs it for himself or he’strying to turn me into an alcoholic (with my full cooperation.) The clamand noodle thing I invented was quite good but he…

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  • Inspired Pleasure

    Diary of a Dancer is our “living together” a ”condition” of “my return”? Where the hell didhe get that? He just wants something to react against. He can’t imaginea relationship that isn’t controlled by implied threats. He believes inworking and suffering so much then – let him work and suffer. Whatwould annoy him most? If…

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    Diary of a Dancer 1:45 PM Tues 2 Aug 77No damn mail for THREE DAYS.  No stock certificate,nothing from my agent. And I made sure she had my right address.I think diets brew self-hatred. Reading about Simenon andhaving trouble with sentences like “50 of his novels date from this period.”Shouldn’t read about this guy.Starting to…

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    Diary of a Dancer   Tues. 26 July 77 9:40 AMSitting on stonewall in full sunlight in my black bikiniwaiting for pool to open. Swim and sunbathe till ll:30 when mail comes.After 7 I can return – that way I miss the crowds.Exercise, coffee, 3 glasses water. The Regime.I’m down to $4. Embarrassing to be…

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    Diary of a Dancer Shadowe Island 23 June 77 11 PM Walked around corner of house to deck – there’s Devon sitting with his Mom and my Mom and Dad. Waiting for me. He is still dreamily beautiful; cut glass profile,muscles shining through clothes; a star. The understandingbetween us electric as always – hope I…

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