#Poetry – Alysse Aallyn

Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer – Last Post Party Castle – Mon 9 July 79 – 7:50 PM 26 hours without T. Spoke to him last night andagain this afternoon. His acceptance of me is total, but it comes froma position of strength and I have fears of being annihilated. Last nightI experienced hallucinatory states –…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer the only dancer willing to dance to Baker Street so they keep playing it forme and it is a tiring song. However all that stretching is good for my musclesprobably. Reading A Time to Keep Silence. Secaire has got me on areligious kick. It’s me laughing and joking and eating…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer – azaleas in full bloom – peace. Woke up determined to finish taxes – officesclosed! When can people go if they work all week? Beats me. But it would takemore than a late filing to bother me – feel blissful. Approaching Plath from the question of her reputation. Determined to write…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer/Daughter/Poet Many bike rides and explorations. Lovely dinner last night at the cottage – Devon asking Dad a lot of questions – then we lay in each other’s arms at the Barnacleand he said Time to Discuss Our Relationship. Said “some French girl” dumpedhim because he’s so incompetent with condoms; he’s so…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer Sometimes Poet by Doris Grumbach. Much prefer that to actually having to read McCarthywho reminds me of Aldous Huxley – Is it possible to be too contemporary?Trends of modern writing a little too sketchy for me. No book should feellike flipping through a magazine. Sensory overload sans enlightenment.As for Angus Wilson…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer proud to take me home. We had our most passionate sex session yet– 5 hours! Of course he couldn’t come. We finally quit because I wasexhausted. He told me the sexiest thing I do is play with my breastswhen we make love! I only do it because he doesn’t! The big…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer a glass of port, waiting for Jervaze to arrive. Anxiety level high. Somewhere– I think from Mom – I got the impression that my needs are so automaticallyrepellent to any sane individual that they must be hidden. Therefore, I haveto carefully think my way through to any honest approach – and…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer honest scares. Frank Langella very sexy. At Italian dinner Mom andDad push island hard, but I know the old people would never leave mealone. They’d be worse than R. Still, there’s something magical aboutbeing protected from the real world by the ferry – places you can’t getto easily are wonderful just…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer making out of sheer boredom some kind of major financial mistake –like buying a house and filling it with furniture. Now that Avril has beenaccepted as a “permanent student” at U of MD don’t see why we shouldn’tshare a berth somewhere. One of our dancers is a student there and shesays…
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Inspired Pleasure

Diary of a Dancer days are bad when the weather’s good – no one comes in. I seem to havea lot of bills – just turned on the heat – but I’m meeting them. Making someinroads today on Thomson’s Life of Frost. Randy fired Robin – Yvonneneeds $300 immediately because she just bought a piano.…
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